Forget all my other theories. This truly is the best way to describe my character right now.
I remove myself from the world, then I complain about being alone, and then I become depressed because I'm such a whiner.
Perfect.
If I could be anywhere in the world right now, it would be at the beach where we stayed on a day just like this one -- not too hot and sunny, not too cold and rainy, the breeze playing in my hair. A grey sea. Watching the waves roll in. And out. And we'd be singing. Nothing could be more beautiful now.
I know there is depth in the world, somewhere. I know that there's a way of looking at things that is completely different, I know that there is light beyond the void. There might even be meaning. You never know.
waking dreams
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