Post-concert.

Because nothing was happening this afternoon, I planned to walk home alone and lock myself in my room all afternoon with a glass of water and write until Jenna got out of school. Unfortunately, nothing happened to disturb my plans. We should go biking though because it's Friday and it's incredibly beautiful outside...if the opposite of yesterday's gorgeous mist.

Well, yesterday was memorable. Most of you have heard the slightly humiliating and rather hilarious story of Alec's stupidity in MRE. Then we missed Kelsey after school, but it was loads of fun. Arthi, Jos and I helped fold programs, I paid Kelsey 2.25 (actually that happened this morning, but because of last night...and I only actually had to give her the two bucks from the first bet), Winds was awesome, etc, etc.... If I had written yesterday, you would have been reading paragraphs on paragraphs of my reminiscences and ruminating, but as it stands that's long in the past and my fervour wanes with time.

I realized that I spent much of this morning annoyed with people (especially myself) and being paranoid about how everyone's laughing at me all the time. As well as feeling depressed, uncreative, and seriously worried about both my future and that of our poor wayward species.

I can't believe Jen's graduating. I'm really going to miss her. She treats me like a friend although I'm three grades below her and talks to me in homeroom when no one else does. What's more, she eats at Cafe Foster, which is awesome in itself.

I'll probably write more later, due to a simple lack of anything else, constructive or otherwise, to do. In the space between I plan to be losing any dream of conciousness to the slow beat of whatever I choose to play and worrying about my piano exam.

I've gotta start keeping a stack of post-its by my bed.

I am just like Babe. A tip of your head is worth all the praise in the world.